1. [Alternative Conceptions](https://www.closertotruth.com/series/alternative-concepts-god-part-1)
2. [Philosophy of Spinoza](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Philosophy_of_Spinoza)
3. [Richard Swinburne - Alternative Concepts of God?](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CF9bFMK5ygQ&t=247s)
4. [Alternative Concepts of God | Episode 1104 | Closer To Truth](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KYnQcxmOkvY&t=12s)
5. [Is This God? | Episode 1303 | Closer To Truth](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WwYWokBnQfw)
6. [What is God's Own Being? | Episode 1706 | Closer To Truth](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I0X95CT7ocg)
7. [How To Think About God's Existence | Episode 701 | Closer To Truth](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WTjQkGQno6g)
8. [Can the Divine be a Person? | Episode 1305 | Closer To Truth](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I77Bc_bLFW0)
9. [Wondering About God | Episode 503 | Closer To Truth](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F2x-l-OMzp0)
10. [Panentheism: Is the World in God? | Episode 1211 | Closer To Truth](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i91NZPsL9eY)
11. [What is God? | Episode 1003 | Closer To Truth](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1mKJi1muQAI)
12. [What is God's Eternity? | Episode 1108 | Closer To Truth](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CcpPwrhrcbY)
13. [What is God Like? | Episode 402 | Closer To Truth](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R_37OMMSxK0)
14. [What is Spinoza's God?](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gioaH2kFaIM)
15. [What is Daoism?](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fTPxh6Sn_gI)
16. [Is God All Knowing? | Episode 604 | Closer To Truth](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yRcxcoOliKk)
17. [Does God Have a Nature? | Episode 810 | Closer To Truth](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aoMpCgYoXwI)
18. [Jesus as God - A Philosophical Inquiry | Episode 1909 | Closer To Truth](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ITk_DwjtIpY)
* [Salvation - A Philosophical Inquiry | Episode 1913 | Closer To Truth](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MMdu8Go6Zfk)
* [The Incarnation - A Philosophical Inquiry | Episode 1911 | Closer To Truth](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sM4NMBbEsJo)
* [Atonement - A Philosophical Inquiry | Episode 1912 | Closer To Truth](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aah7g07v_Yc)
* [The Trinity: A Philosophical Inquiry | Episode 1910 | Closer To Truth](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SQ2IhTbWiuE)
19. [Is God a "Person"? | Episode 512 | Closer To Truth](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OdP087No0JA)
20. [What is God? | Episode 1003 | Closer To Truth](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1mKJi1muQAI)
21. [How is God the Creator? | Episode 506 | Closer To Truth](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x-Ti2wzASfg)
22. [How Does a Creator God Work? | Episode 905 | Closer To Truth](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gHPJlbkuEGQ)
23. [How is God All Powerful? | Episode 907 | Closer To Truth](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mIrx9SDTaps)
24. [Can Many Religions All Be True? | Episode 307 | Closer To Truth](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=slBbRBhI850)
25. [Can the Divine be a Person? | Episode 1305 | Closer To Truth](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I77Bc_bLFW0)
26. [What Can We Learn from Alternative Gods? | Episode 1310 | Closer To Truth](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xUQPq8rL7EU)
27. [Perfect Being Theology](https://www.closertotruth.com/series/what-perfect-being-theology)
28. [Does God Know Everything? | Episode 1510 | Closer To Truth](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OtTh0YPVqnQ)
29. [Can Free Will Survive God's Foreknowledge? | Episode 1412 | Closer To Truth](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0bEBFdTfHbg)
30. [Does God's Knowledge Ruin Free Will? | Episode 1312 | Closer To Truth](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m246uxD_9Sw)
31. [Pantheism: Is the World God? | Episode 1105 | Closer To Truth](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=20tNvywHh1c)
1. [Majesty of Reason: Why Am I Agnostic?](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YTsSW7UeZpY)
2. [John Searle - Arguments for Agnosticism?](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JT2O81SIVbY)
3. [Leonard Susskind - Arguments for Agnosticism?](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eeIxHqtB_B8)
4. [Nick Bostrum - Arguments for Agnosticism?](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Rot5TV3NvM)
5. [Denis Alexander - Arguments for Agnosticism?](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RZq9PO7wvFU)
6. [Bas C. van Fraassen - Theological Epistemology: How Can We Know God? (Part 1)](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XxE0RgI8U_o)
7. [Bas C. van Fraassen - Can Metaphysics Discern God?](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KVuoNFOzlw8)
8. [What is Truth? | Episode 1405 | Closer To Truth](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=niwkdDoUQsM)
9. [Does God Make Sense? | Episode 101 | Closer To Truth](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-xX3Kw-FlCw)
10. [What Causes Religious Belief? | Episode 1307 | Closer To Truth](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9r-HH2vEAGY)
11. [Can Religion be Explained Without God? | Episode 509 | Closer To Truth](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pldc3F9PnsA)
12. [Why Science and Religion Think Differently | Episode 1007 | Closer To Truth](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1fqSNus1s2E)
13. [How Belief Systems Work | Episode 1010 | Closer To Truth](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=juNuGdd_Cc0)
14. [Why Believe in God? | Episode 1103 | Closer To Truth](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UFJ_Yeb_2RY)
15. [Religious Faith: Rational or Rationalization? | Episode 1606 | Closer To Truth](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fuWRPtGMOGo)
16. [Is Theism Coherent? | Episode 713 | Closer To Truth](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XYgL0Exj8is)
17. [Is God Necessary? | Episode 607 | Closer To Truth](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yJ1nWKbtku8)
18. [Can Metaphysics Discern God I? | Episode 1704 | Closer To Truth](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DgvX4RVjVrM)
19. [Can Metaphysics Discern God II? | Episode 1705 | Closer To Truth](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bMragZ3l4Vk)
20. [Epistemology: How can We Know God? | Episode 1908 | Closer To Truth](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PstlD-5ohMc)
21. [Epistemology: How Do I Know? | Episode 1807 | Closer To Truth](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6SQDD5E0jZA)
22. [How Does Faith Work? | Episode 1702 | Closer To Truth](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WaDRbdd1ts4)
23. [Are There Things Not Material? | Episode 811 | Closer To Truth](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CWkYdMCuUHs)
24. [What Exists? | Episode 1710 | Closer To Truth](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z5qtyOwsiEk)
25. [Fallacies in Proving God Exists | Episode 901 | Closer To Truth](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lpkYIk1qqaE)
26. [Current Arguments for God | Episode 1006 | Closer To Truth](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RAD-FxsuEyQ)
27. [Arguments Against God? | Episode 405 | Closer To Truth](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7Nhe1tYPRQY)
28. [How to Argue for God? | Episode 1509 | Closer To Truth](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U4YT1RWmwDU)
29. [Fallacies in Arguing for God? | Episode 1610 | Closer To Truth](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9_SHekmKtWI)
30. [Speculating About God? | Episode 1505 | Closer To Truth](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0gxOVoP2jys)
31. [Is the Universe Theologically Ambiguous? | Episode 1712 | Closer To Truth](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5xioPAlymFM)
32. [How Could God Make Miracles? | Episode 1603 | Closer To Truth](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Uxr2VMhY1dg&t=573s)
33. [What Things Are Real? | Episode 1308 | Closer To Truth](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=neSBuAfPvZs)
34. [How do Language and Consciousness Relate? | Episode 1604 | Closer To Truth](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rSqLe_QbX10)
35. [Sean Kelly: Existentialism, Nihilism, and the Search for Meaning | Lex Fridman Podcast #227](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cC1HszE5Hcw)
36. [What's the New Atheism? | Episode 1204 | Closer To Truth](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SSlfVj7Ai5k)
37. [Does God's Knowledge Ruin Free Will? | Episode 1312 | Closer To Truth](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m246uxD_9Sw)
38. [Why God, Not Nothing? | Episode 1311 | Closer To Truth](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hNmfdiSD5qI)
39. [Is the Person All Material? | Episode 404 | Closer To Truth](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gjhx7k0T2J8)
40. [The Believing Brain: Evolution, Neuroscience, and the Spiritual Instinct](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p0_-7FmrDq8)
41. [Why Christian Responses to Deconstruction Are So Predictable](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Wa4UaieAWZA)
42. [How Does Faith Work? | Episode 1702 | Closer To Truth](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WaDRbdd1ts4)
43. [What is Nothing? | Episode 1212 | Closer To Truth](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YkB-phz_2cA)
44. [Is the Person All Material? | Episode 404 | Closer To Truth](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gjhx7k0T2J8)
45. [What is It About God? | Episode 1504 | Closer To Truth](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t1s9OQCUl_8)
46. [Is the Universe Religiously Ambiguous? | Episode 1001 | Closer To Truth](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mbVz0weBNNA)
47. [Did the Universe Have a Beginning? | Episode 1201 | Closer To Truth](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Qjv0y7Fo_7g)
48. [Do Persons Have Souls? | Episode 108 | Closer To Truth](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cUD4ekvZnGI)
49. [What's Wrong with Immortal Souls? | Episode 809 | Closer To Truth](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L7O26cB-CJk)
50. [What is Philosophy of Biology? | Episode 1806 | Closer To Truth](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hF-QBXOSu3Q)
51. [If God, What's Evolution? | Episode 1810 | Closer To Truth](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q62GJdhQwZ8)
52. [Arguing God's Existence | Episode 106 | Closer To Truth](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sKZ_TOErc5s)
53. [Arguing God with Analytic Philosophy | Episode 903 | Closer To Truth](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iuEGHA_caF0)
54. [How do Brains Work? | Episode 1106 | Closer To Truth](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wsTjWPaMIS8)
55. [When Brains Go Bad? | Episode 1601 | Closer To Truth](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gAXiq31HE_I)
56. [How Could God Know the Future? | Episode 301 | Closer To Truth](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G_frmDw3rXc)
57. [How Could God Interact with the World? | Episode 212 | Closer To Truth](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o192JEmSlGE)
58. [What's Philosophy of Cosmology? | Episode 1901 | Closer To Truth](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OF2U4V-ayAU)
59. [Why Science and Religion Think Differently | Episode 1007 | Closer To Truth](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1fqSNus1s2E&t=57s)
60. [Are Science & Religion at War? | Episode 611 | Closer To Truth](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zyKnNQaEGSE)
61. [Critical Realism in Science and Religion? | Episode 1802 | Closer To Truth](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yRJmd6pWgl4&t=460s)
62. [What is Analytic Theology? | Episode 1808 | Closer To Truth](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eyUNmkT5bzU)
63. [Quentin Smith Interviews](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rEvzGSx9JN0&list=PLFJr3pJl27pKk7_zA7ohD4u1f0G60OWZN)
Deconversion Stories
1. [What's with all the deconstruction stories? With Sean McDowell](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nJyLkfoxGYY&t=1s)
2. [Testimonies of People Who Left Christ and Christianity](https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLzx-z5fZzYz6o5AoHfze_88BWlA2ocUIv)
3. [Christians Probe the Paulogia Deconversion Origin Story](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h5SYO5mQfkE)
4. [Why I Left Christianity: Deconversion Story - Dee The Humanist](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vEqIMrQIr-U)
5. [Christian Deconversion Testimony, former born-again Christian](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ku2foeCIBys)
6. [Deconversion Experience from Christian Minister to Atheist](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4V_-e0EmO4o)
7. [My Deconversion Story](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4p-PdYjpGj8)
8. [Why Do Christians Abandon the Faith? (And What Can We Do About It)](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dMkGl4CEW-Q&t=2190s)
9. [Dan Barker - How an Evangelical Preacher Became One of America's Leading Atheists](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K-91oN4Km5U)
10. [Dan Barker - Losing Faith in Faith Lecture](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FmPqUkB-mVE)
11. [My deconversion from Christian to Atheist after 30 years](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A6veYZsz8-U)
12. [Why I Left Christianity - #201) 18 Leaving Jesus Author James Wood Jr. - Brief Testimony](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vVGA-ifaaxs)
13. [Conversion & Deconversion | How Following Jesus Led Me Out of Christianity](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ayvJidCQVG0)
14. [How I Left the Jehovah’s Witnesses to Pursue Filmmaking](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tpMjgarN7VQ)
15. [Why I Left The Mormon Church](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aTMsfOcHiJg)
16. [Atheism - How I left Christianity (Deconversion story)](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8dpbkD4a204)
17. [Confessions of an Ex-Christian: Esther Dhanraj](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NNdgGttyvyA)
18. [On Air with Kevin Waddy: Deconverting from Christianity](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5BfpFp54Bsg)
19. [Former Baptist Pastor Deconversion Story - An Interview with Chris Sharkey](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FtjchkASrBE)
20. [Why Christian Responses to Deconstruction Are So Predictable](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Wa4UaieAWZA)
21. [Why I Gave Up Christianity and The Questions No Pastor or Preacher Could Answer](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OGheu-zEGbQ)
22. [Former Christian Pastor: Why I No Longer Believe in God](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZaSO4LAOLnw)
23. [Exvangelical’s Unique Deconversion Story Identical To Every Other Deconversion Story (Babylon Bee)](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IMFQJPKYK28)
24. [Rhett's Spiritual Deconstruction](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1qbna6t1bzw)
25. [TTA Podcast 186: Bob Ripley - A Preacher's Deconversion](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=imbVOJnwKWY&t=11s)
26. [Speaking of God, We Don't Know Shit](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_MioI6A51P8)
27. [My Deconversion Story! ✝ How I Left Christianity & Became An Atheist 👨🏫 Sunday School Episode 3](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J1ANw26EAgA)
28. [My Deconversion Story | Former Christian, Now Atheist](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nCdZJB64wZQ)
29. [My Deconversion Story: Jake the Atheist](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4p-PdYjpGj8)
30. [How My Christian Faith Fell Apart | A Case Study of DECONSTRUCTION](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZW_UTsU0iPw)
31. [Christianity's Fatal Error](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w5aZXXx3E6U)
32. [The #1 Reason I Left Jehovah's Witnesses: Dinosaurs & Carnivores](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tgj0UFtuSbA)
33. [Calvinist Apologist Leaves Christianity | Tyler Vela](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nzq3ssIytko)
34. [Bible Scholar & Missionary Dr. Matthew Monger Leaves Christianity](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QJ0M-gEGFMI)
35. [Cognitive Dissonance Explains Christianity | Matthew Hartke](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s5n9tH3bkzQ)
36. [Christians Probe the Paulogia Deconversion Origin Story](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h5SYO5mQfkE)
37. [Why I Left Christianity: Deconversion Story - Dee The Humanist](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vEqIMrQIr-U)
38. [Why I Went from Evangelical to Atheist Youtuber](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j93haB27zI4)
39. [Former Baptist Pastor Deconversion Story - An Interview with Chris Sharkey](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FtjchkASrBE)
40. [Why I Left Christianity](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pyb8tQKeR_0)
41. [From Holy To Heretic | Why I Left Christianity](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qaOkoJeDG-s)
42. [Former Christian Music Singer Jon Steingard: I No Longer Believe in God](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9spE4M5qe90)
43. [Why I Left Christianity](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=idaRtqvOwm4)
44. [Biblical reasons I left Christianity](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SG25sG8kM_Q)
45. [I am SO GLAD that I left Christianity! - Lydie Bousch](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A3UhPoQryLY)
46. [Why I Left Christianity -- Jen Fishburne](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yfdvTpxeLSE)
47. [Why I Left Christianity - #201) 18 Leaving Jesus Author James Wood Jr. - Brief Testimony](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vVGA-ifaaxs)
48. [Godless: How an Evangelical Preacher Became One of America's Leading Atheists](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LM3xjZyVBF4)
49. [After 25 years as an evangelical pastor, I realized that Christianity is fiction - Bruce Gerencser](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9Q3VXwcNxcA)
50. [Dan Barker - How an Evangelical Preacher Became One of America's Leading Atheists](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K-91oN4Km5U)
51. [How I Got Over My Fear of Hell (as a Lapsed Catholic)](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mmO9kLOpUL8)
52. [Jerry DeWitt on his transition from Pastor to Atheist - Arkansas Society of Freethinkers](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-xYLKh3cdCI)
53. [Deconversion, Belief, and the Power of Silence](https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL3F74B2359EBDAAE4)
54. [Evid3nc3: Why I am No Longer a Christian](https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLA0C3C1D163BE880A)
55. [Oops... I accidentally became an atheist: My de-conversion story.](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ToPUqf9B9U0)
56. [What was it like to leave Evangelical Christianity as a married couple?](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f_6KjO96jH4)
57. [Why I Left The Mormon Church](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aTMsfOcHiJg)
58. [Why We Left the Mormon Church: A Coming Out Story](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6pGJ8RWbqvA)
59. [9 Ex-Mormons share why they left the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints [EXPLICIT]](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6ZkN6yfLSx8)
60. [In The Shadow Of The Temple](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W66Cw8fjgVQ)
61. [Why I Left Mormonism (Mind Control Tactics)](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bmzqlqMPi1o)
62. [FreeOK 2015 - Vyckie Garrison: How to Talk to a Fundamentalist](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e8UAH9KXsFU)
63. [The Apostate Report: Leaving Islam in North America (with Sarah Haider)](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9q0BfQMLBTA)
64. [Women Leaving Islam](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ojpGBz9OxPM)
65. [I'M DONE WITH ISLAM (Deleting This Channel)](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XCtYV9LAveA)
66. [Women Leaving Islam: Stories of Courage and Change (with Maryam Namazie)](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=awcoIfHEaiM)
67. [Salvation, Shame & Shunning - The Story of Lloyd Evans: Ex-Jehovah's Witness (TTA Podcast 344)](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YLIiXY0AnZE)
68. [Critical Thinking Skills Destroyed My Faith In Christianity - Jen Fishburne](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PXo1LBDmkP8)
69. [Why Doesn't Bart Believe in God](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e6DUD1KHEnk)
70. [Jesus Unfollower](https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLrz_p7aXrou-9wvAwi45mhpM5U-yZ3jfh)
71. [How Christianity Got into My Head | My Deconversion Story, Part 1](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XNqfScrzbSU)
72. [My "Relationship with God" | My Deconversion Story, Part 2](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UTWgKF6Oxj4)
73. [The Horror of Life in Christian School | My Deconversion Story, Part 3](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bmcj7rCCPH4)
74. [TTA Podcast 94 - Seth Andrews: Deconverted](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VJI3UhFf8Bw)
75. [A brief explanation of my deconversion](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OGUVcM744iI)
76. [Why did Matt Dillahunty leave Christianity? - Interview Part 1/2](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fywTnKv8v3o)
77. [Harmonic Atheist - My Deconversion from Christianity - An Introduction](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1V0l_k50G28)
78. [Harmonic Atheist - The deconversion story of Hannah Timson](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CI9Q__WHMS0)
79. [Tim Mills (Harmonic Atheist) Interviewed: Atheism, Deconversion, & Debunking Christianity](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cny6CXZTrM0)
80. [Ex-Pastor, now Atheist: Christianity stole the best years of my life - Apostate Ashley](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6Cp551-v1Tg)
81. [The 6 Stages of Deconversion (Ep #10)](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TxPhgLdB9Oc)
82. [Questions that led me to my deconstruction/deconversion | Why I Am No Longer A Christian](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=17btpZ1GnuA)
83. [Healing from Betrayal by Christians after Deconversion](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E4cJxs9FeEM)
84. [Rhett Bought a Bible - Rhett’s Deconstruction 2 Years Later](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jQGwPQHlTjs)
85. [losing faith | my departure from theism [cc]](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6xqCkx6WQBE)
86. [Harmonic Atheist - Vincent Biscoe: Deconverting from the mythological star story called Christianity](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WYQ8IZsJBLc)
87. [When you realize the Gospels are mythology based on Greek epics - Dr. Dennis MacDonald](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uOAjzuXdr1E)
88. [Yasmine Mohummad Leaving the Faith](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lkBYbtAJmS8)
89. [Christians, this former Christian apologist is not wrong. Feat: Tyler Vela. Call in if you disagree.](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SOdJg9eT9UM)
90. [Grammy Nominated Christian Rapper 'Phanatik' of The Cross Movement Publicly Renounces Christianity](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mIEkRbCVhEE)
91. [Deconstructing From Christianity | Freedom From Religion With MythVision (Derek Lambert)](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mvro_obfbGo)
92. [Seeking the truth is what lead me out of Christianity - Stacie Grahn](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jFI85JgkqhE)
93. [Steve Hilliker: "God was supremely important in my life until I realized: HE DOESN’T EXIST"](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=miq3uX7MVpg)
94. [I didn’t question everything I believed UNTIL my profession no longer required me to be a Christian.](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X4fe_g8pxHY)
95. [Von & Howard Hanshaw: "We preached the Gospel to thousands, and then we realized it was mythology."](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Khxeek9kdag)
96. [The closer you look at Christianity, the less it makes sense - Scott Staples](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EZd0DXQCppQ)
97. [I’m a better and happier person because of my departure from Christianity - Kyle Butler](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o6lcyEqiJJo)
98. [It's Time to Crucify the Bible - Deborah Grace](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9WaPvS_eD8E)
99. [Jillian Aurora: I'm not a Christian anymore, and I am UNAPOLOGETIC.](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L8ZvwDeyfi4)
100. [We're better in every way now than we ever could have been as Christians - Lars & Christie Cade](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rzD9v5ngtao)
101. [Mike Aus: A Pastor's Journey to Atheism](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gt0Bez0pNa4)
102. [I am SO GLAD that I left Christianity! - Lydie Bousch](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A3UhPoQryLY&t=23s)
103. [Christianity is mythology ... and I no longer believe - Patrick Jones](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H7jWZ3FspxM)
104. [Steve Hilliker: "God was supremely important in my life until I realized: HE DOESN’T EXIST"](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=miq3uX7MVpg)
105. [Bible Scholar Dr. Richard C. Miller Leaves Christianity](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6y_voqOVCsE)
106. [Bible Scholar Dr. Kipp Davis Leaves Christianity](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YBkZQev9LYU)
107. [When you realize the Gospels are mythology based on Greek epics - Dr. Dennis MacDonald](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uOAjzuXdr1E)
108. [Bible Scholar Dr. Robert Cargill Leaves Christianity](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=syHrB5C6U4E&t=3667s)
109. [Conservative Pastor Comes Out as an Atheist](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YpiBHvNCCxg&t=344s)
110. [Why are They Leaving? (According to the Church)](https://youtu.be/FdU2Bol04tI)
111. [Why I Left Christianity: A Calvinist's Journey to Atheism](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XJOXHqIMsZM)
112. [My pursuit of truth led me out of Christianity - Kelsey Gallert](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p-xywBt3HGk)
113. [Why I Left Christianity, Part 1: The Bible](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5x4dxRAUk18&t=8s)
114. [Why I Left Christianity, part 2: Faith and Prayer](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dpSksgj4qEk)
115. [Noah Adam (formerly Veritas48)](https://www.youtube.com/live/MFmycg7LJ0c?si=PtMnENhsoL2ezoxS)
116. [Why I No Longer Believe in God: Michael Maletin](https://youtu.be/M5ZLuRYp8gk?si=LvyREpN1ZfI_vuOc)
117. [Escaping Religion: Lessons From My Journey Out](https://youtu.be/AaLMQUXhcRo?si=j9F4pJP2m6_A_rtn)
118. [From Fundamentalist To Skeptic | What Really Happened? @GnosticInformant](https://www.youtube.com/live/jX29c-TNS2Y?si=F3whLx8MWT58RdX7)
119. [Felipe Leon Interview](https://www.youtube.com/live/t5xzNeNmUwM?si=14g8jGOaC87DW29j)
120. [Why I Left Jehovah's Witnesses - Former Elder / Pioneer](https://youtu.be/r7tNNo8EzfQ?si=830FqlhP7UvzE4ek)
121. [John MacArthur is Wrong About Deconstruction | Ex Christian Responds](https://youtu.be/KjFtPoYqQW0?si=uJEKu6I_hwPqn_lY)
Religion from an Agnostic Perspective
1. [Encountering Myster with Dale Allison](https://youtu.be/YpMiprlCx-o)
2. [Satanic Child Abuse Claims are based on False Memories](https://youtu.be/zSbcb3_QgsQ)
3. [What is Neoplatonism?](https://youtu.be/vZEUo_sHoBw)
4. [Graham Oppy Defending Naturalism](https://youtu.be/mkp1QABbXnI)
5. [WLC vs Sean Carroll](https://youtu.be/-y-IbL-yLkk)
6. [Is New Testament Greek Literature?](https://youtu.be/PMsvMKsDt4s)
7. [How God Becomes Real | Anthropology of Faith](https://youtu.be/MpXOEmqbRYs)
8. [Jesus is Dead: Failure of Resurrection Apologetics](https://www.youtube.com/live/MXvTVbQHhBI?feature=share)
9. [Did Christianity Steal the Resurrection Story from Ancient Egypt? | Osiris vs Jesus](https://www.youtube.com/live/NjFntgLe92I?feature=share)
10. [The Resurrection in its Ancient Mythic Context](https://www.youtube.com/live/_vP9JfZsexQ?feature=share)
11. [Mars, Romulus, & The Founding of Rome (Roman Mythology Explained)](https://youtu.be/t5818NkeFd0)
12. [The STRANGE Origins of the Apocalypse](https://youtu.be/JCgePdjCthM)
13. [Richard Rorty: Is Religion Compatible with Science?](https://youtu.be/fn2F2BWLZ0Q)
14. [Bart Ehrman debates Peter J Williams, are the Gospels Historically Reliable?](https://youtu.be/foLI3KGbMnk)
15. [Deconstructing the Fundamentals: The Bible | Belief It Or Not](https://youtu.be/fF_wlCW3Im8)
16. [#795 Owen Flanagan - The Geography of Morals: Varieties of Moral Possibility](https://youtu.be/1jEyXTmzdzM)
17. [#794 Oriel FeldmanHall: The Social Neuroscience of Moral Decision-Making](https://youtu.be/-QkULG7EEFw)
18. [#471 Darcia Narvaez: Moral Development, and Flourishing](https://youtu.be/2KdwnOMCYN0)
19. [#395 Lisa Bortolotti: The Epistemic Innocence of Irrational Beliefs](https://youtu.be/v13m30R_xbY)
20. [No, science doesn’t show the universe began to exist | Dr. Daniel Linford](https://youtu.be/35tICdYtHsQ)
21. [Creation Myths in the Ancient World](https://youtu.be/sBlRhfxrFZk)
22. [Physicists & Philosophers reply to the Kalam Cosmological Argument featuring Penrose, Hawking, Guth](https://youtu.be/pGKe6YzHiME)
23. [Kalam Cosmological Argument 2.Physicists and Philosophers strike back](https://youtu.be/femxJFszbo8)
24. [Physicists & Philosophers critique The Fine Tuning Argument](https://youtu.be/jJ-fj3lqJ6M)
25. [The Fine Tuning Argument: the critics strike back](https://youtu.be/zNH-ZgSpBuQ)
26. [Existential Inertia vs. Feser's 5 Proofs for God's Existence - w/Joe Schmid - ep. 216](https://youtu.be/k3Q074g6xSc)
27. [Divine Foreknowledge and Human Freedom | Dr. Taylor Cyr and Sean Clements](https://youtu.be/2eo6ZwZ0c5U)
28. [Moral Arguments for God: An Analysis](https://youtu.be/cFEjSzfEQrU)
29. [5 Mistakes Atheists Make About Epistemology](https://youtu.be/4dalQu-vdMU)
30. [Does Hell Make Any Sense?](https://youtu.be/ujZU0EwsPVw)
31. [The Incoherence of God (pt. II & III)](https://youtu.be/sOhVvkj7caw)
32. [The Incoherence of God (pt. I)](https://youtu.be/ma19odyoDsM)
33. [10 Experiential Arguments for God: An Analysis](https://youtu.be/WpbX0hMBxl8)
34. [Properly Basic Beliefs: a discussion between theists & atheists](https://youtu.be/ya9DReyiNrs)
35. [Reformed Epistemology - Is belief in God properly basic?](https://youtu.be/owxgh-GcYIA)
36. [#472 Aiyana Koka Willard: Religion, Cognition, Culture, and Human Universals](https://youtu.be/ppcQ4bAerjg)
37. [Yaron Brook Show: Being an Atheist](https://www.youtube.com/live/NJ6kG8OStbs?feature=share)
38. [Non-theism, classical theism, common theism and atheism w/ Paul Vanderklay- Voices with Vervaeke](https://youtu.be/KWfpFov_AGU)
39. [Kierkegaard's Christian Existentialism](https://youtu.be/SMJc9UMzFSE)
40. [Paul Bloom - There Is Nothing Special About Religion](https://youtu.be/ttSULfIoWHU)
41. [#798 Onurcan Yilmaz: Cognitive Styles, Politics, Morality, and Religion](https://youtu.be/43mXDBXLNYw)
42. [#786 Vassilis Saroglou: The Psychological Traits of Religious People](https://youtu.be/m9_zwC7pdTo)
43. [No God but Spinoza’s: Spiritual and Philosophical Influences on Einstein’s Thought](https://youtu.be/5aNodVyDHYU)
44. [Jared Diamond in conversation with Richard Dawkins - The Use of Religion](https://youtu.be/8rAY5P03EdU)
45. [Why Am I Agnostic?](https://youtu.be/YTsSW7UeZpY)
46. [1. Arif Ahmed, On Miracles](https://youtu.be/xQ9Z92ldW-U)
47. [Episode 8, Jay Garfield On Nāgārjuna and Emptiness](https://youtu.be/W6mgjmouZ7I)
48. [Episode 13, Paul Draper, On Arguments for Atheism](https://youtu.be/Ur6gxT6bQZQ)
49. [Meet The Real God of The Bible | Francesca Stavrakopoulou PhD](https://www.youtube.com/live/dMQciYeDHU0?feature=share)
50. [Judaism In Jesus' Day | Prof Yonatan Adler](https://www.youtube.com/live/KGMXVRjfPW8?feature=share)
51. [Bart Ehrman vs. Mike Licona 2009 Debate](https://youtu.be/-iE6YX9O5tE)
52. [What is Christianity? Ehrman-Harris Podcast](https://youtu.be/03Aiqz0xA1I)
53. [Is Jesus A Man, Myth or Legend? (Discussion with Dr. Robert M. Price)](https://youtu.be/cyBBrj_XfjU)
54. [Ehrman vs Wallace - Can We Trust the Text of the NT?](https://youtu.be/WRHjZCKRIu4)
55. [Who Wrote Genesis?](https://www.youtube.com/live/M5JNJIrfI4w?feature=share)
56. [Before God Was God](https://www.youtube.com/live/2kaauBP9_Dg?feature=share)
57. [Who Wrote the Bible? The Documentary Hypothesis](https://youtu.be/tpUhXfSToFA)
58. [Bart Ehrman & Justin Bass • Did Jesus of Nazareth rise from the dead?](https://youtu.be/LVUQAVQS1-U)
59. [Apollonius of Tyana](https://youtu.be/TSkla4EsvwA)
60. [Did Jesus Even Claim to be God? Bart Ehrman Says No...](https://youtu.be/2STiabRV8TE)
61. [Sam Harris — The Moral Landscape: How Science Can Determine Human Values](https://youtu.be/nU0FeV3wj44)
62. [Neoplatonism and Christianity](https://youtu.be/wA5Vnoa2GuY)
63. [Are There Pagan Parallels To Jesus? YES CHRISTIAN APOLOGISTS | Dr. Richard C. Miller](https://www.youtube.com/live/yhhsObl8fsQ?feature=share)
64. [Plato and Christianity](https://www.youtube.com/live/VLk6sdjAoAo?feature=share)
65. [Paganism in the Bible](https://www.youtube.com/live/o6DDnAjWEsc?feature=share)
66. [Is There Evidence for God? | William Lane Craig & Kevin Scharp at Ohio State University](https://youtu.be/8KMd_eS2J7o)
67. [The Monumental Impact of Ancient Egypt on the Bible](https://youtu.be/5K5-HYGyPpQ)
68. [The Believing Brain: Evolution, Neuroscience, and the Spiritual Instinct](https://youtu.be/p0_-7FmrDq8)
69. [Jesus and the Cynics](https://www.youtube.com/live/55GLIlkp0f4?feature=share)
70. [Closer To Truth - Big Questions in Free Will](https://youtu.be/9uRTjfhIf4M)
71. [Iain McGilchrist Λ John Vervaeke: God, Being, Meaning](https://youtu.be/XzT4tcC-aag)
72. [PROF AC GRAYLING "PROVING ATHEISM"](https://youtu.be/vsWJ-evms4s)
73. [Deconstructing Jordan Peterson on Religion](https://youtu.be/5-yQVlHo4JA)
74. [Living Well in the Light of Death | N.T. Wright and Shelly Kagan at Yale](https://youtu.be/c4uEEpd3vEc)
75. [Neoplatonism and the Transition to Christianity by Leonard Peikoff, part 24 of 50](https://youtu.be/TWy0DsIHnWI)
76. [Neoplatonism in Islamic Thought](https://youtu.be/VDfJSbPtAEI)
77. [Is God Necessary for Morality? | William Lane Craig & Shelly Kagan at Columbia University](https://youtu.be/Rm2wShHJ2iA)